My Journey

Life is never what it seems to be.This roller coaster ride begins the moment you can reason for yourself, when you emotions kick in and all those feelings creep in. Today is the first day of 2018. This year I did not bother promising myself I would do this or that or put any expectations on myself. We rarely keep those promises anyway. Actually I am feeling awful after the bout of food poisoning (my fault entirely eating stuff I know fully well will make me sick). Never Learn never learn. I love food and when I see something I like I go for it knowing fully well that I will pay a heavy price for it. But do I care? No not me.

Lord I need your help desperately in this area of my life. No discipline in many areas of my life. Looking after my body     

The more I  grow in my walk with the Lord the more I realize we are entirely in the Father's hands. He directs me and makes my path straight. I Rely on Him for everything.
As I sit here on the balcony in my sister's house in Yangon the green foliage gazes back at me,swaying gently in the breeze so carefree I feel so relaxed and peaceful. All my turmoils and frustrations seem so trivial and unimportant. The breeze just fans my face reminding me how blessed I am to have Him on my side. I am here this moment because He saw my  need for this moment long before I got here.  Every part of my being is at rest now.